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    freak rain today
    being Tuesday am
    Velo Club Monterey (VCM), we have a regular Tues am ride.
    my friends, of course
    and me loving riding with my friends, so i cant resist
    rain, big deal...
    i've got the clothing
    I've got how many bikes.
    just choose
    easy
    Big Dummy
    don't even have to pump up the tires, lube chain, or any of that...
    a while back, i bought into a couple of jackets from Showers Pass...
    and the funky "muffin man" Gore helmet cover...
    dummy has a light
    fenders, and all that stuff
    my friends with their road bikes, and not so well equipped in clothing...

    i suggest we stay off of the ocean, and head up hill in the shelter of trees, and small draws...

    a couple of hours for a ride...
    Dummy does not handle any differently... big disc brakes, etc...
    my roadie friends, have another one of those "oh i get it" moments
    as their bikes get full of road grit, grind into their rims...
    I'm always amazed how little rain and grit it takes, to make it seem like a lot of abuse to a road bike... simple lack of fenders, seems to be their bane

    and i get another one of those "oh, ya... i forget" moments, re: how silly road bikes often are...

    a couple of pics from The Santa Cruz crit

    i got PULLED!
    laffs
    :-)
    it was mega fun

    i think its been 7yrs since I've raced
    the weekend prior was Solvang Double

    for what its worth
    i was near the front for a few laps
    then with 4 laps to go, the ref pulled me, as i got shelled out the back...
    as i pulled to the curb, a group blew by me... and i thought "why did i get pulled when all those guys were behind me?"
    but i was quick to relent, and cough/spit up phlegm at the curb...
    :-)
    laffs...

    it was an open Cat 5 race.
    Eamon Lucas of VOS racing took the race
    i've known this kid since he was little
    a big boy these days, all of 17
    and a total stud
    holy smack!

    i drove a hole a few times... idle banter i assure you
    Eamon would laff, "holy crap Devo!" i'd just make way...

    anyways...
    it was fun
    fun to drive the bike
    skitter the wheels, bang gears out of turns
    i just couldn't power up the hill, and sprint to keep with the lead group... after 7 laps, i was shelled.
    at 40 & 175lbs, racing against a young man like Eamon... well... i'll try to catch him at the next crit!

    laffs...
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    brakes.

    today, i've done a little bit of maintenance on The Dummy
    tomorrow starts prep for Sea Otter, i have to be up at Laguna Seca in the morning

    I'm not that impressed with those Disco Brake Ceramic 3xLife disc brake pads, that I've been using on those Avid Mechs.

    but

    laffs...

    somehow, I scored 2 sets, so i put another set back on The Dummy.
    when i burn these up, I'll go back to Metalic Avids, or EBC Gold.

    if i thumb thru this thread, I think I'd find a post where i mentioned I had put them on The Dummy. I'm thinking around the time I went up to Arcata, Ca.

    so that would be around October.

    6 months on a set of pads for The Dummy.

    plus i use other bikes, so The Dummy hasn't been my only use bike.

    blah blah blah...

    whatever... maybe there will be something "funky" or "interesting" out at SOC, in regards to braking duty for cargo bikes.
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    Quote Originally Posted by pimpbot
    is one monster can of powdered gatorade. Where do you find that size?

    Man, can't beat that stuff. The smaller can is like $6 at Safeway and I like it better than most of the more expensive mixes from the higher end brands, like Gu20 or Powerbar endurance. It probably has more junk in it, but at least no HFCS, unlike bottled gatorade.
    Costco has the big cans of Gatorade (yellow flavor instead of the traditional orange, looks like the same as in the pic) ... don't recall how much, but definitely under $10.

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    Not bad, really

    Quote Originally Posted by SelfPropelledDevo
    brakes.

    today, i've done a little bit of maintenance on The Dummy
    tomorrow starts prep for Sea Otter, i have to be up at Laguna Seca in the morning

    I'm not that impressed with those Disco Brake Ceramic 3xLife disc brake pads, that I've been using on those Avid Mechs.
    Six months with as many miles as you pile on. That is not bad at all. I tend to burn through a set of pads for my Hope Mono Minis in 9-12 months, but I probably put on a quarter of the miles you do, and without any real load.

    I think I got the same brand of pads from the same place you did off fleabay, but not the 3x ceramics. For me, they stop fine, but they tend to overheat really easily. I think they use steel backs, while the stock pads had copper backs. I got 4 sets for like $26 shipped, IIRC. Problem is, its hard to find pads for my Mono Minis, except for the Hope pads which are stupid expensive at like $30+ a set.

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    Quote Originally Posted by pimpbot
    Six months with as many miles as you pile on. That is not bad at all. I tend to burn through a set of pads for my Hope Mono Minis in 9-12 months, but I probably put on a quarter of the miles you do, and without any real load.

    I think I got the same brand of pads from the same place you did off fleabay, but not the 3x ceramics. For me, they stop fine, but they tend to overheat really easily. I think they use steel backs, while the stock pads had copper backs. I got 4 sets for like $26 shipped, IIRC. Problem is, its hard to find pads for my Mono Minis, except for the Hope pads which are stupid expensive at like $30+ a set.
    I guess I have high hopes about brakes and cargo bikes.
    like... gee... i wish they'd simply put more material on the pads, like maybe twice the amount...

    but i guess that would involve some kind of re-engineering in levers, etc...
    especially since i like mechanicals.

    brake pads end up costing me at least $120/yr
    and i think thats on the steep side.
    i think i should be spending about $20/yr
    i mean... heck... look at any other vehicular application, and you see pads that are much thicker, and last at least a year...
    can you imagine a scooter that eats brake pads every 6 months?

    between my bikes, i think i use 3 sets/yr

    The Dummy is on its 2nd set since October.
    I'm surprised I haven't burned up a set on The Hunter yet...
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    Laguna Seca day...

    10am, at Laguna Seca
    ride The Dummy from here in Del Rey Oaks
    up to the track, about a 700ft climb to start the day, about 45 minutes
    the day was cake, sitting around, chit chat, basically getting to know each other and go over some things.

    the guys from College Cyclery already started building on what i think is a pump track.

    10am to about 3:30pm
    run home
    drop off Dummy
    grab road bike, messenger bag, water bottles, etc...
    return to Laguna Seca for some track time on road bikes!

    yes...

    Laguna Seca opened the track for 2hrs to bicycles. $10
    we had about an hour of open track time
    then about 40 minutes for a crit!
    http://www.montereyherald.com/sports/ci_12097025

    way fun!

    today was a blast!

    rode the dummy
    worked some for SOC
    returned to the track
    did some open track time, almost like a community pool, and free swim
    then a crit.

    I was so stoked to see so many of my buddies, and the trust to be able to have an informal crit, and glance by each other, in close quarters.

    what more can i ask for?

    a perfect day!

    tomorrow, be at the track 7:45am, until who knows when...

    peace...d
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    I need video of the Dummy doing the corkscrew turn!

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    Quote Originally Posted by pigeonfarmboy
    I need video of the Dummy doing the corkscrew turn!
    i'll work on that!
    there should be another open track night next month.

    if i were smarter, i would have gone to work on the Dummy with the road bike loaded, and simply changed over to the road bike, rather than running back and forth form the track to the house, and back again.

    i guess the upshot is that i got in more miles/time.

    the commute up to the track on The dummy is about 45 minutes, back home about 30 minutes, grab road bike, another 30 minutes up to the track, with a messenger bag, ride the track for an hour before the crit, then 40 minute crit, and maybe 30 minutes back home.

    i could have better planned that.
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    today at the track
    we got some huge tents put up
    some storage containers arrived
    a bunch of incoming shipping
    some vehicles

    my job, to keep all that stuff organized, and accounted for.

    Skip Barber has a school there
    and as it turned out, they had classes going on in the paddock area, which is exactly where we are setting up the Operations Area.

    Miatas, and those little CART-style race cars racing around on makeshift track, outlined by little orange cones, all the while we have crews working, putting up those mondo huge tents, trailers coming in, etc...

    anyways....
    the gist was, that due to the classes going on, the area had to be closed off, to keep out The Public, and any potential for stray traffic to interfere with fast moving cars.

    therefore... when incoming shipping arrived, they could not access the storage.
    therefore, the only option, was to receive the stuff as close as possible and Dummy up.

    good thing for the Dummy.

    by the days end, i probably moved about 40 boxes
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    Dummy saves the day!

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    Ugh...

    Quote Originally Posted by SelfPropelledDevo
    I guess I have high hopes about brakes and cargo bikes.
    like... gee... i wish they'd simply put more material on the pads, like maybe twice the amount...

    but i guess that would involve some kind of re-engineering in levers, etc...
    especially since i like mechanicals.

    brake pads end up costing me at least $120/yr
    and i think thats on the steep side.
    i think i should be spending about $20/yr
    i mean... heck... look at any other vehicular application, and you see pads that are much thicker, and last at least a year...
    can you imagine a scooter that eats brake pads every 6 months?

    between my bikes, i think i use 3 sets/yr

    The Dummy is on its 2nd set since October.
    I'm surprised I haven't burned up a set on The Hunter yet...
    last night I went to the LBS (Hank and Frank in Lafayette... excellent shop!) and broke down and bought a set of sintered Hope pads... with BTCEB 10% discount it was still $35 with tax. The wrench tells me they do last much longer than organic and resist heat fade more, but make more noise. Anyway, I have not had the time to install them and test them out.

    I'm probably about due for new rotors as well. Those two piece rotors are looking pretty sweet.



    I wonder what brakes out there have bigger pads... therefore more meat on them, Maybe some of those Gatorbrake 6 piston things... something like that? Older Shimano XT 4 pot brakes, or the new Saint brakes of a similar design?
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    Quote Originally Posted by pimpbot
    last night I went to the LBS (Hank and Frank in Lafayette... excellent shop!) and broke down and bought a set of sintered Hope pads... with BTCEB 10% discount it was still $35 with tax. The wrench tells me they do last much longer than organic and resist heat fade more, but make more noise. Anyway, I have not had the time to install them and test them out.

    I'm probably about due for new rotors as well. Those two piece rotors are looking pretty sweet.



    I wonder what brakes out there have bigger pads... therefore more meat on them, Maybe some of those Gatorbrake 6 piston things... something like that? Older Shimano XT 4 pot brakes, or the new Saint brakes of a similar design?
    Them flowery rotors are quite purty.
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    Yeah, I know, right?

    Quote Originally Posted by thebigred67
    Them flowery rotors are quite purty.
    They would go well with my pink racing mojo socks. Whoda thunk they would make pink flower socks for size 12 feet, huh? Well, I think I've retired the pink racing socks. Every time I wear them, I have a bad race. Last time I came in DFL in singlespeed sport class at CCCX a couple years ago... that is... I got a flat, and still came in DFL by 15 minutes.

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    Quote Originally Posted by pimpbot
    last night I went to the LBS (Hank and Frank in Lafayette... excellent shop!) and broke down and bought a set of sintered Hope pads... with BTCEB 10% discount it was still $35 with tax. The wrench tells me they do last much longer than organic and resist heat fade more, but make more noise. Anyway, I have not had the time to install them and test them out.

    I'm probably about due for new rotors as well. Those two piece rotors are looking pretty sweet.



    I wonder what brakes out there have bigger pads... therefore more meat on them, Maybe some of those Gatorbrake 6 piston things... something like that? Older Shimano XT 4 pot brakes, or the new Saint brakes of a similar design?
    whats up with those rotors?
    i mean... whats the "hype"? free floating, or something?
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    schlepping

    more SOC duty

    good thing for the dummy
    today hauled some tables around.

    not to mention the countless "run over there and get this"
    "chase down that truck"
    "move this"
    ad nauseam
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    Quote Originally Posted by SelfPropelledDevo
    whats up with those rotors?
    i mean... whats the "hype"? free floating, or something?
    Lighter, less prone to warping. I have the regular stamped stainless rotors, but I'm considering the upgrade, if I have to replace them anyway.

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    Glad to see your keeping busy Devo,I will be backon the bike this week after a spell of burcytis(sp).

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    Quote Originally Posted by Billy B
    Glad to see your keeping busy Devo,I will be backon the bike this week after a spell of burcytis(sp).
    bursitis = inflammation of the bursa
    http://www.bursitis.org/
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bursa_(anatomy)

    synovial fluid, if i remember correctly, is a bit of an oddity
    in that it gets thicker with more use.
    unlike other fluids, that their viscosity breaks down, when friction is applied.

    synovial fluid: i used to think of it to the likes of some fancy viscous coupling fluid that is used in some AWD cars. or maybe a fluidtrainer.

    SOC:
    off the hook busy.
    the amount of work is bitting into my ride time.
    so its up at 0445hrs
    out the door by 0530-0600hrs
    at the track and ready to work at 0730hrs to who knows when.
    last night was until after 1900hrs.

    on the upshot, things are looking good.
    SOC is going to be squared away, lots of stuff.

    yesterday am's ride, i spotted
    5 turkey
    2 bob cats
    2 coyotes
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    Hey we just drove through a bunch of parks in Utah last week; I toted Desert Solitaire with me, which I hadn't read for 20 yrs, then skipped straight to this one chapter once we finally got home, a lot of car stuff and he saw it all coming 40-45 yrs ago:

    http://books.google.com/books?id=-oT...search_s&cad=0

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    SOC gig cut short/Ventura Redux/ride away from The house of the rising Sun...

    yesterday was the first day of SOC where people were actually at the venue picking up packets, some of the vendors had their Expos open...
    SOC under way, things moving along accordingly

    yesterday marked 1 week of effort for me.
    early mornings to early evenings...
    yesterday 4/15/09 as i climbed up to the venue, the Suunto on the bar of The Dummy indicated 39F

    for 2 days the wind was up.
    last tuesday gusts of around 40mph wreaked havoc with tents
    the weather conditions, being outside on your feet for 12-13hrs/day, takes a physical toll.

    it seemed that just about every moment, multiple things going on, constantly juggling tasks at hand.

    more vans arrived, as i was in process of signing the paper work, my cell phone rings, a family friend...

    my dad passed away in the night, around 3am that morning.
    (ironic passing away on Tax Day... you know the saying...)

    my SOC gig cut short

    now en route to Ventura, to asses the situation
    my 91 year old grandfather, my nana, with Alzheimer's (as she keeps knocking on the door of the trailer in the back yard where pop lived)
    all these things, now coming about, another phase (i guess you could call it that), of dealing with family. for me.... Ventura Redux

    of course, its a bummer that my dad passed away
    however, in the actuarial world, after 50yrs of smoking, and his battle of dealing with bladder cancer for about 18 months, pop is right on schedule

    i'm glad to have made the time, to quit my job, go back to Ventura, re-acquaint, get in fights, and get over it all.

    pop and I had a good relationship
    he got to re-visit some of his kids

    now, its dealing with the onslaught of phone calls, emails, etc...

    at the moment, my dilemma: which bike to use for this trip.

    its a topsy-turvy proposition
    dummy allows greatest cargo
    vs
    using The Hunter with panniers

    which in turn is in consideration to my housing situation
    as I'm sure, it will be again...
    sleeping in the boat, with no lights, no heat, no latrine, etc...
    simply crashing out on a spartan bunk, at best with iPod, and a book, possibly a micro stove for some instant coffee, etc...

    or the backyard.

    time frames are a consideration

    my personal world, the SOC gig was a significant income that i had hopes of retaining, however, now that I've chose to remove myself from the event at the mid point....
    my personal belongings to that of about 1/2 a small Uhaul's worth
    finance less than that of a SC Blur from colorado cyclist
    my situation also spartan
    the upshot, yet another fantastic challenge/hurdle/obstacle/barrier/hardship which to process/understand/overcome

    of course, i hope to address these things by virtue of a bicycle lifestyle

    i envision a rental car at some point, as I'd need to shuttle my grandparents to the funeral, and perhaps administrative dealings.

    in my gut, i believe, that The Bicycle is what i know best, its my strongest posture, as if my most understood Asana.

    family across California has my cell phone abuzz
    its a bit maddening
    already the solitude of quiet open space beckons
    last night i dreamt that somehow i stumbled upon a time portal, i suppose, and was in the future, where i recognized the world, for what it had been, and stuck in a utopian world where the peoples had dubbed me as a novel celebrity, perhaps, a spin off of Planet of the Apes, where Dr. Zira suddenly is walking about Rodeo Drive.

    with a twist i suppose of my 91 year old grandfather, in awe of an iPhone.

    at times, i'm very much entertained with what my mind comes up with!
    at times, I'm so self centered and conceded, that its no wonder how it is i've come to my ways...

    this rant is about Effort, and Uncertainty

    every day requires effort
    we have to make effort to empty our bowels
    we have to make effort to feed ourselves
    floss our teeth
    brush our teeth
    health in general
    no matter what our efforts, at some point we will be successful in what we do...

    they say:
    once there was an alcoholic man, who had 2 sons
    1 became an alcoholic
    the other did not

    my father showed me The Way of The Bicycle
    my father set me on a path full of challenge
    he set me on a path not too difficult
    a path that with effort, anyone can ride away from The House of the rising son....
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    Devo - so sorry for your loss, man. Hang in there, bro - that's great that you got to re-connect w/ your dad & maintained your relationship. I say this because as of this writing, I haven't spoke to my father in almost two years - family bs, egos, etc. Maybe it's time to get a BD and contact my old man...Take care, dude.

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    Quote Originally Posted by luckylarue
    Devo - so sorry for your loss, man. Hang in there, bro - that's great that you got to re-connect w/ your dad & maintained your relationship. I say this because as of this writing, I haven't spoke to my father in almost two years - family bs, egos, etc. Maybe it's time to get a BD and contact my old man...Take care, dude.
    not to get all Oprah
    but a viable method is one 5 minute call, once a month.
    thats how i did it.
    i put it on my calendar on my Mac, with a pop up message, etc...
    every 4th wednesday at noon, i called, and actually used a stop watch.
    at 4 minutes, i started wrapping it up.
    for some time it was talk about the weather.

    being that my dad lived with his parents, when the phone picks up, some one is often lurking on the other end.

    so the conversation basically went like this:

    "hey pop, its Devian"
    "hows it going?"
    "i was just calling to say hello"
    "gee the weather has been really crappy"
    (ramble at length about how crappy the weather is)
    then segway into riding a bike in the weather....
    bs about the difference between monterey and ventura's weather...
    end conversation...
    "well, pop, i just called to say hello."
    "i'll call again sometime later..."
    (not letting him know that I've got a schedule)

    eventually, my grandpa would speak up.... and I'd give 10 minutes....

    that was my "tact"
    then i'd "be on tour" and stop by.
    stopping by was never that big of a deal, strange how that was.
    i'd put up a tent in the back yard, and we'd make food, etc...
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    Sorry to hear Devo. Your philosphy and demeanor will get you thruogh this. Stay strong and Godspeed with your Father.

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    Sorry, too, about your Dad...thinking of you tonight, and reminded to follow your example and be consistent with my own Dad in the time he has left....

    Peace...

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    Quote Originally Posted by mangoman
    Sorry, too, about your Dad...thinking of you tonight, and reminded to follow your example and be consistent with my own Dad in the time he has left....

    Peace...
    time only goes one way

    i guess until we can figure out the lightspeed thing...
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    David Gilbert

    shots of my old man

    1. Fresno 1975, my sister and I
    2. 8/05 still looking fairly well
    3. cigarette to the end... 9/07
    4. bladder cancer diagnosis still not really sinking in... fun and games, with a rubber lizard.
    (uhh... i think i have something on my mind.... in a rubber chicken, skewed sense of Carlos Castaneda-esq "ventura hippie with no hair way of Knowledge" as compared to The Teachings of Don Juan: A Yaqui way of Knowledge". a rubber lizard was the closest way of knowing we could conjure... at that moment)

    5. and #5.... (drum roll) the last grocery run with my old man. just like when i was a kid. except in those days, we were both on Schwinn 5spd cruisers. this shot, 1/8/09, bladder cancer, all the meds, etc... pretty much settling the biz for pop. groceries, a visit, good food, light conversation, lots of laffs, in a "Little Big Man" kind of way, topped with a strong Jeremiah Johnson foundation of The West, our human plight, and what has become of things...

    conversations, visits, and on going topics, were often as if in an equation with fractions
    opposite inverse relations
    greatest common denominators
    and often spoken as if in Range and Domain...
    every so often, something else would flash... but for the most part
    it was a fundamental flash to Vietnam, Buddhists, a simple way of living, the bicycle
    and he'd sit and stare sometimes...

    I'd ask him "what?"
    he'd reply, "sometimes I'm amazed I created such a monster."
    meaning that he's amazed to see that I had, in brief ran thru similar exercises as he...
    i.e. combat vet, Ft. Ord, life in general, and crossing the gap between a divorced family
    and yet, to see the focus and ability that i'd actually go thru with it...
    and that is...
    simply get on a bike and ride away...
    to simply use the bike
    and to sit with chop sticks

    so i have to thank the old man for
    he gave me huge challenges that many would fall prey to
    a youth full of drugs, violence, sex and rock-n-roll

    ironic, how he'd sometimes make idle boasting about not paying taxes
    being a vietnam vet and all... with the issues he harbored
    and yet to pass away on 4/15/09

    just today, i told my sister
    of the irony
    "there are two things you cannot avoid, Death and Taxes."

    the last poignant saying, that pop said unto me...
    "no good deed goes unpunished."
    re: my efforts in Ventura, with Family

    so here i go
    a sucker for it one more time... for now.

    from here on out...
    this thread is focused on The Big Dummy, the Vehicle and way of knowing

    thank you everyone for your condolences, and continued support.

    tomorrow is another familiar trip.
    ride to Salinas, hop on Amtrak to Ventura...
    SoCal...


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    Sorry to hear about your dad. I hope you find peace with it.

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    I only stumbled upon your thread(s) just recently and have been drawn to your writings. I was very sorry to read about your loss.

    It feels like you have had much time to contemplate your realtionship with your father recently and that is good. I had a similar experience with my mother.

    It brings into sharp relief what is truly important (and what is not).

    I appreciate your philosophy and your writings and wish you the best in this next journey.

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    Quote Originally Posted by pimpbot
    Sorry to hear about your dad. I hope you find peace with it.
    I'm good to go with "it"
    evidently the problem(s) are the things around me...

    thanks for the condolences


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    Quote Originally Posted by wrschipper
    I only stumbled upon your thread(s) just recently and have been drawn to your writings. I was very sorry to read about your loss.

    It feels like you have had much time to contemplate your realtionship with your father recently and that is good. I had a similar experience with my mother.

    It brings into sharp relief what is truly important (and what is not).

    I appreciate your philosophy and your writings and wish you the best in this next journey.
    thanks for reading all the dribble...
    sometimes, i feel that i ramble way too much... and need to be more concise... if nothing else, out of respect for the time readers spend going thru this stuff...

    welcome to the strange world of Devo...
    and how is it that I've come to post my world on the internet? thats weird in itself, probably some kind of wacko psyche job.

    again.. thanks for your time, and support.

    peace....
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    Devo in delay

    whats the saying?
    something like...
    "the devil lays waste to the best laid plans" ???

    personally, i think I'm good to go.
    at least in my head, and emotions.
    what is really sucking at the moment, is my finance
    that has been a decaying situation for about 18 months
    thats nothing new

    pop...
    well that situation wasn't new either

    my family....
    well... thats always a huge variable, anything can happen.

    but whats got me against the ropes today is my personal living situation
    as I've been living with my GF
    all i had simply asked was for us to not get into an argument (last night) for the duration of my ordeal in SoCal...

    blah blah blah...

    i don't intend to air out all that personal stuff, (on the subject mater)

    in short, I've spent the day packing my stuff
    and putting it in my rented garage space.

    at the moment, I'm out of here.
    i spoke with the postal guy, and let him know of my situation with residence.
    i suppose for now, I'll put a hold on my mail
    after all... really the only bill i have, is a CitiBank bill for Indenty Monitor
    Zero debt! damn near zero bills.
    but i've yet to figure out how to completely go "off the grid" without being dubbed the next Ted Kaczynski.

    i'm packed
    the dummy awaits
    i think tonight is Veteran's Park here in Monterey
    go thru my crap, go thru my head, go thru equipment, as it must be just like every other time, I'm sure i've over packed.

    however...
    my duration and mission in SoCal is a huge unknown.
    in that light...
    I've packed to a degree that would sustain me for indefinite, without being crazy over loaded.

    i suppose the upshot
    is that the weather is drop dead gorgeous
    its SoCal!
    I can envision myself on a beach somewhere.

    and the reality is that if things aint working, then of course its time to change.

    its just that the whole of the system is crashing.
    the only stronghold, is my Bicycle Practice
    I just put new brake pads on The Dummy
    cleaned up the drive train, etc...
    its 100% Mission Ready
    my physical form is "on game"
    i just came off from doing The Solvang Double a few weeks ago
    and the Santa Cruz Crit
    I've rested a day
    had good eats

    i've got a couple of books
    some tea
    some Quinoa
    MealPack Bars
    the solo shelter with wood burning stove, and a iso fuel micro stove
    water filter
    etc...

    I'm ready to jump the back yard fence
    all this BS has flared up the proverbial "Call of The Wild" in me.
    damn all this city crap
    and the trappings of personal drama

    however, i'll jump into it head first, and deal with it....

    good thing for My Big Dummy!
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    pic #1
    everything i have to my name.
    the junk stops at the sectioned off part of the garage.

    24" iMac
    Pugsley
    Hunter
    Fondriest road bike
    and old Cdale MTB
    bike tools
    camping equipment
    some clothing
    no furniture
    and some misc small household items.
    1 old school florescent desk lamp that i really like...
    some jars of Hammer Nutrition
    a few books
    and thats really about it.

    i think about 1/2 of a small Uhaul worth.
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    I think it may be a good time for a little"wandering" Devo.. Go and find tranquility for a while and get direction for the future.

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    The best laid plans of mice and men often go awry

    also - been reading this thread for a while. If you wrote an autobiography I'd be amongst its readers.
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    Quote Originally Posted by shinkansen
    The best laid plans of mice and men often go awry
    spot on!

    [/QUOTE]also - been reading this thread for a while. If you wrote an autobiography I'd be amongst its readers.[/QUOTE]

    sometimes i also wonder of this...

    its interesting enough, i suppose.

    its funny i suppose, often one of my favorite pass times is to sit around a fire

    just like last night

    with strangers, now new found friends, and to Spin a Yarn, as they used to say...
    ramble about life, the current setting, around a fire, living the "Rollie Life", that is to say

    being homeless
    drinking vodka with the hobos
    sharing food
    they pass the tobacco around

    most about the age of my pop's

    the Carter administration, most of those guys, can flash to a time when tradesmen jobs were on the ebb, unemployment on the rise

    very much like today
    i was the kid living amongst the Rollies

    last night, as i squatted at Veteran's Memorial Park, in Monterey
    new friends
    John
    Keith
    and John

    a young couple from Santa Cruz rolled in
    Alex and Kit
    in the morning we rambled at length about bikes in SC, the Bike Church, etc...

    my Rollie Buddies, not on the sauce this am
    we tossed about the notions of Homelessness
    while Classical Music played from the stereo

    in so many ways...
    i often feel, that "these are my people."

    so often I have found "these peoples" to be most hospitable
    the most sincere
    the most upfront
    without guise
    without ulterior motive

    scenes of Papillion
    scenes of King Rat
    scenes of my past, a Rolling Stone...

    these are so often people that have simply had the luck of the draw

    this morning
    i sat in chat with a guy who bought a $30 adjustable stem for his 80's Specialized Hardrock, swapped out
    removed his straight bar
    and scored a set of cruiser bars
    as if in the style of "C-bars"
    there he sat
    as if an orang
    stem of grass
    termite mound

    i could not help myself
    i speak in easy tones
    we go on at length
    obvious his cognition
    spacial processes, also on the ebb
    disability check to soon arrive
    i flash scenes of Arcata across our minds
    he delights in that talk of redwoods
    talk of town square, and squatting out front of the donut shop

    Arcata we have in common
    rolling we have in common
    bikes we are brethren

    all it comes to is that his cables are too short
    oh what's a rollie to do
    when his bars are longer than his cables
    and yet
    he is not able to understand
    how it is that cables do not reach
    or that gripshift should round the bend
    and easily place along the flat near the stem
    along with his brake levers that he'd not so gingerly pried into submission with a Leatherman

    i inquire of the placement of his grips at the ends of the bars
    up right no doubt
    and i ask, but what of needing to use the brakes, when you have a sudden moment

    his reply, obvious to quickly reach for the levers that are on the bars!
    as if I had just spoken a ridiculous proposition.

    but thats not the problem
    how the hell is he going to pry those gripshift shifters into rounding the bend of the big C-bars.

    mack and the boys?
    lennie of Mice and men?
    King Rat
    Papillion?

    once upon a time when you dressed so fine
    you'd give a bum a dime
    in your prime
    didn't you?

    rolling

    yesterday as i readied to pitch camp
    i call to Ventura
    "its all too late" (says JT)
    "what do you mean"
    JT: "they cremated your daddy"
    "what do you mean?"
    "you're too late... they cremated your daddy... and spread his ashes at Sea."
    "how did that happen?"
    "cuz you're too late?"
    "how is it that, its my issue"
    "cuz you're daddy didn't want to be cremated"
    "so why did he get cremated?"
    "that RL (grandpa's lawyer) had it done"
    "so how did it happen? i mean, where did they spread his ashes?"
    "out at sea."
    "that doesn't sound like something grandpa could go to"
    "oh no, he sat at home, its done"
    "no funeral?"
    "nope"
    "nothing?"
    "nothing"
    "I don't understand."
    "cuz you're too late"

    "its not my fault, pop could have had that kind of stuff squared away in his Power of Attorney, etc... no one even calls me. in fact, at this point, why do i even come down?"

    JT: "you can come down for a day or so and comfort your Grandpa."
    "he doesn't even answer the phone"
    JT: "well, he doesn't that well with the phone."
    "ok... well I'll be there"
    JT: "whats taken you so long?"
    "well john, its not that easy.... i had signed for a huge amount of equipment for Sea Otter, I was 7 days into my biggest gig of the year. I had 7 days still to go. it was a huge thing to back out of. pop's death could not have come at any more of an inopportune moment. i hate to be so crass. but its not that easy for me, to just drop a giant gig like that, pack my bike, then my GF and I get into a fight, she kicks me out, i move all my stuff into my garage, and all the while, pack in a way, that allows me to be there in Ventura for an undetermined amount of time."
    JT: "well I'm sorry. but now all you have to do is show up for a day."

    "a day? thats it?"
    (omg, i just ditched the biggest gig in my non-existent, fledgling Bicycle Career.)

    JT: "well when you get here, call me and I'll tell you what your daddy told me to tell you."

    Devo: ???

    the ranger comes around
    "you can't have a fire"

    Devo: "not even in that fire box? its contained. it even has 2 stainless steel screens that work as spark arrestors."

    Ranger: "NO"

    Devo: "there are bon fires here in camp"

    Ranger: "but they are in fire rings"

    Devo: "if it were in a fire ring, then i could have a fire?"

    Ranger: "yes, but bike camping does not have a fire ring."

    Devo: "and yet an open fire, with sparks flying about, is safer than this wood burning stove?"

    Ranger: "i don't know... its the Regulations"

    Devo: (sigh), ya sure, i get it. no problem, no fire.

    i lament

    and i dream of Humboldt County
    where the forest is green
    where salmon swim in the creeks
    where a fire is accepted
    where the population is not so crowded

    and yet, my aim still SoCal

    amtrak in the morning... beyond delayed
    amazed
    entertained
    and amused....
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    Sorry about your loss Dev. I just missed my grandfather's funeral for work reasons recently so I can relate to the feeling. Lemme know if I can offer any help while you're in LA. I would love to repay you for addicting me to the Dummy. I probably wouldn't have one if it wasn't for this thread.

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    just found this thread by pure accident.... spent 3 hours on it loving the whole thing! I really envy your "nomadic" (to put my best word for it) lifestyle. saw the video of you riding to see your bro in so cal that was awesome! Keep up the good work and condolences on your dad.... may his soul rest in peace!
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    Quote Originally Posted by pigeonfarmboy
    I would love to repay you for addicting me to the Dummy. I probably wouldn't have one if it wasn't for this thread.
    Yup, yup...same here.

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    Devo,

    We share some common experiences with the Dad/Son relationship stuff. That being said I will not assume I understand your situation except to say for good or bad that particular relationship leaves an indelible mark in our lives. I can only hope your are at peace with it. With me, it was an end, sort of, all the good and bad lingers on. I found myself using it to learn and try to find happiness and peace.
    On another note, Dude your writing is incredible, I can not help thinking Steinbeck. Is it being in California? You living so close to the earth? I do not know. If you ever write and get published it will be great stuff. Thanks for sharing your life out here. Blessings to you, your Pops and family. Stay strong and smile today...

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    Quote Originally Posted by ae111black
    just found this thread by pure accident.... spent 3 hours on it loving the whole thing! I really envy your "nomadic" (to put my best word for it) lifestyle. saw the video of you riding to see your bro in so cal that was awesome! Keep up the good work and condolences on your dad.... may his soul rest in peace!
    3hrs!

    holy smack!

    could have....

    rode, 1/2 a century (maybe)
    watched a few episodes of Battlestar Gallactica
    3hrs... uhh... gone for a ride and done a grip of errands!

    haul some broccoli
    maybe some squash
    quinoa
    laundry

    maybe done 2 tune ups...

    but no...
    honestly
    wow!
    3hrs!

    thanks for your time!
    blows my mind that people actually read this stuff!

    thank you

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    Quote Originally Posted by kwikfile
    Devo,

    We share some common experiences with the Dad/Son relationship stuff. That being said I will not assume I understand your situation except to say for good or bad that particular relationship leaves an indelible mark in our lives. I can only hope your are at peace with it. With me, it was an end, sort of, all the good and bad lingers on. I found myself using it to learn and try to find happiness and peace.
    On another note, Dude your writing is incredible, I can not help thinking Steinbeck. Is it being in California? You living so close to the earth? I do not know. If you ever write and get published it will be great stuff. Thanks for sharing your life out here. Blessings to you, your Pops and family. Stay strong and smile today...

    Carl
    perhaps it is the locale
    perhaps it is simply who i am
    that is, to say
    i am the product of my environ
    so of course my crazy hippy old man
    had turned me onto so many things

    and it took about 30yrs for me to stumble upon my name, Devian, in a dictionary
    and to realize its actually a word
    a latin root word of Deviant

    so ya...
    blah blah blah
    steinbeck
    kerouac
    my favs, thoreau, carlos castaneda
    at the moment i'm digging Diann Fossey and gorillas in the mist

    gee... often i don't see us as very much different
    except we blow things up, and pave over our environ, ad nauseam...

    so i guess, i'd concur
    i talk the way i write
    by default of what I've read
    by nature of where i live
    in product of how i was raised.

    what is that called?
    i have no idea...
    just living... i guess...
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    280 miles, 12hrs, 38 dollars

    830am, leave Del Rey Oaks
    1010am arrive at the Amtrak station in Salinas
    no big deal
    i've done this a bunch
    i suppose today a bit unique
    other than the obvious, each day is special, blah blah blah
    but today, i was already warm at 8am

    going thru Ft. Ord
    i spotted these turkeys in the parking lot of the old NCO Club
    so i thought to pull off, and try to shoot some pics

    i call it "pheromone lock".
    that is, they are almost totally oblivious to the world
    other than being in their "turkey world"
    i'm not a Turky-o-mologist
    but they seemed pretty rutty
    like, i mean... they seemed ready for their own room
    turnkey mating that is...

    this big tom waddled right up to me
    me thinking, "oh someone must be feeding them."
    until i started to get a distinct feeling that he was about to give me a piece of his mind!
    my size did not intimidate
    not until i grabbed The Dummy, then he made a hard right flank move, his hens in "pheromone lock".
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    unload

    salinas amtrak station
    unload dummy
    change clothes

    and ready The Dummy for Amtrak transport.

    ok...
    so here it goes!

    listen up

    open your eyes

    all you potential Dummy Amtrak types.

    The Dummy fits under the bus in the cargo hold.
    i've posted pics before, this time, i lack a pic

    but what i want to point out
    is...
    remove the WideLoaders, and secure them in the FreeLoaders.
    simply place the straps between the frame of the WideLoader and the fabric
    (see pic)
    so that there is little to no chance that it could come loose from your bike.

    the deal is that you want your transfers to be smooth and quick
    little hassle.

    that is to say
    when the bus or train arrives, you want to be ready to get aboard.
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    Slo

    in San Luis Obispo
    aka: SLO

    change from Amtrak Bus
    to an actual train.

    The Dummy goes in the baggage hold, on this particular train.
    its an old train.

    the newer AmTrak trains have bicycle racks.
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    baggage hold is behind that big roll up door.
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    some misc pics

    some buildings on Vandenberg Air Force Base
    they look like rocket launch pads... maybe

    some shots of The Dummy here in Ventura

    oh ya... its 1212am, and 68F

    Ventura weather always amazes me
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    Taco Bell and JT

    i get into Ventura
    ride towards my grandpa's place
    and decide i better grab something to eat

    the thing is that no matter what
    i have to be 100% self sufficient
    there are no gimmes here at my grandpa's
    heck... i'll be lucky to empty my bowels in the porcelain throne.

    i know this.
    and yet i still come here.

    so i get to taco bell, and decide to call the family friend (JT)
    as he's asked me to call him when i get into town, bcz he wants to have a conversation with me.

    so there we sit at Taco Bell in his truck...
    yammering on about things
    some trippy little details here and there
    that i suppose i should leave out of this thread.

    however... for a taste
    i can only vaguely point the reader in the general direction of Chinatown, with Jack Nicholson.

    my Ventura episode is completely lacking any cognitive, finite, logical, substance, that has any kind of legitimacy. its all 100% gut feeling, the feelings of others, wrapped around events of heresy.

    i suppose there is a tinge of guilt
    people feeling bad
    and possibly regret

    but none of this is "mine"
    heck... i joined the army and moved away 20yrs ago
    blah blah blah

    so there i sat at Taco Bell with my 5 bean burritos, and mr. JT proud landlord of about 36 rentals in this town, going on and on...

    meanwhile...
    The Dummy has attracted some attention
    Ventura Hobos are of a different variety
    i suppose the variety that I am not particularly fond of
    that is... the doped up, smelly, mental illness types, that are on hair trigger response.
    the kind that i'd often shutter at the thought of getting bit by.

    what?
    bit by hobo?
    ya...
    cuz so many of these guys around here, are actually that tripped out, and if you got close enough, they may "trip out", and lash out at you for whatever reason.

    i suppose as if demi-demons
    the undead
    the types with scabies, ringworm, and lice

    i can understand being a tramp
    tramping in america
    going All Pro Hobo
    but hygiene has got to be paramount
    i suppose that is the essential difference

    the hobos
    the homeless
    the down and outs of SoCal
    the bums
    these types are really that bad off
    demi-demons
    as if they've honestly given up on life
    given up on themselves
    and have only bad action to produce

    at least...
    in NorCal... not that all hobos are romantic bohemians
    but i'd dare say there is a noticeable differnce

    the dummy locked
    and the hobos kind of pour out of the periphery
    some ask if i'm on expedition, i just simply nod and say, "yup"
    get away before some creepy crawlies make their way
    as if ticks from cattle or something....
    get on
    and get away...

    here at the house...
    i arrive around 830pm
    the house is dark
    the shades are open
    my dads trailer is locked
    the key no where to be found
    grandpa doesn't move around inside the house
    i'm almost afraid to knock on the door
    so i opt to get my buddy's attention.

    Tony
    a guy 4 years older than i
    his uncles passed away, and he got the house next door
    remodeled it, etc...
    so he had a studio he built for himself
    meanwhile, rented the rest of the house
    super cool
    pretty low key
    single
    simple
    and living his days on the beaches of Ventura with his dog Luna.

    Tony and i separated enough by the 4yrs that we didn't really know each other all that well.
    but lately, we've made a solid friendship
    and how is that?
    by virtue of The Bicycle
    gee
    imagine that...
    he's into recumbents...
    and he likes to tour
    if its a bike, I dig it!

    so thats the Ventura update.
    no update
    the residence has an empty haunting feeling to it
    i sit here in the boat, which is on a trailer
    mooching off of tony's open WiFi

    we sat and had a beer...
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    Good luck, sorry to hear about your dad.

    I hear it's cats and humans are the 2 mammal bites requiring antibiotic treatment.

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    made it thru the night

    well, I made it thru the night
    my grandpa didn't find me, and pull a pistol

    a night in the boat
    by 8am, it was already 80F
    the sun here in SoCal is crazy hot

    this morning, kind of rummage thru my dad's stuff.
    i scored his wedding ring!
    a chunk of jade, wide, inlaid gold.

    my parents divorced for at least 28yrs now

    i put it on my pinkie finger
    sat around and cooked breakfast for us
    rummaged thru pop's trailer, and scored a can of coffee, some filters, etc...
    as I'm cooking my mom calls.

    "gee mom, guess what i'm wearing..."
    her voice, in pause, as she braces for my direct approach...
    i suppose i learned that tact from her.
    really its not such a gentle manner...
    "i got dad's wedding ring on."
    mom: "i'll have to tell you a story about that when you get here."

    :-)

    as crazy as my family is
    as crazy as the years have been

    strange how I've come, to relish these moments
    the craziness of it all
    as if a huge gift
    that is... a circumstance, not so mundane... i suppose a bit out of the norm
    all of this, simply added experience

    in my mind
    out of actuarial thoughts
    me thinks...
    surely this is not all that unique
    surely this is dysfunction is quite the norm
    albeit each family wack in their strange and peculiar ways

    whatever...
    today is easy
    its good
    grandpa never answers his phone

    i ribbed him about it as we cooked breakfast
    "gee grandpa, you never answer the phone, so the only way i can talk to you is to come down."
    and he smiles, with a mischievous, toothy grin

    so it seems that my days here will be focused on domestics
    laundry, groceries, and maybe we can go thru my dad's trailer a bit

    somehow, grandpa says to me
    "that guy from the Feds says to not go thru that stuff, because they want to go thru it all, looking for narcotics. Thinking something about suicide."

    i have no idea what thats about.

    however, the little patio, is in disarray
    the snake pit of extension cords, unplugged
    i want to reset a few things
    and settle into a comfy, "trailer life" manner
    it would be nice to plug the TV
    let it run thru the regulars, as pop would
    Perry Mason, Hogan's Heros, Quincy
    and the likes...

    I suppose JT will arrive today
    grandpa says something about replacing the kitchen faucet

    the list can go on for ever, if i'm not careful

    not really sure to what extent I'm here for...
    but for now... its simply comfort.
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    Wow, just think of the adventures you could have with the Big Dummy and that boat!

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